five out of five doctors agree...

Well it is official. All of Kate’s doctors agree that the proton beam radiation was ineffective in stopping the growth of Kate’s aggressive tumor. For all intents and purposes, that leaves us with nowhere left to turn, treatment wise (but for a set of likely ineffective experimental drugs). This past week (and continuing for the next few weeks), she has been resting in New Bern with her family, where attention has turned toward making her as comfortable as possible. She is very weak but has found good pain medicine and strong steroids that have provided her on good days with around five good waking hours. Having visitors is very taxing on her physically and emotionally and she worries about her strength levels when she thinks of all of the attention she may receive over the next few weeks. She says she understands that there are many family members and friends who will want to come visit her, but she warns that she knows her body will not let her see everyone and that she will sleep through any number of visits if that is what her body tells her is best. Arrangements have been made in terms of end of life care, thoughts of contacting hospice are gaining support, and slowly all are coming to grips with very sad realities, but also love is being shared, hugs and stories exchanged, and warm feelings and gifts of support abound. So we thank you all for continuing to follow Kate through this ordeal, for sending best wishes and hugs, and for praying for her and those close to her. We love and thank you all.